I haven't drawn anything at all decent in what feels like eternity.

Mainly because I got no time. No time for art. Which makes me wonder. Again. And again. And always so on... rat-tat-tat. You know the drill.

Whenever I try to draw or come up with a viable idea there is only this soup of profanities offering nothing more and nothing less than nice little pieces of meaninglessness. Nett ist die kleine Schwester von Scheiße, sagt man.

I wonder. Is it possible to forget how to draw? To forget how to think like an artist? Be creative and all that stuff. Drawing after all is something you have to learn to a certain degree, isn't it? At least if you want to improve. You have to practise constantly or you lose it... is that so? Or is it like when you learn to ride a bicycle? You learn it once and that's it. Perfect!

I just don't want to forget how it is.

Art is a bitch.